Minutes Go By

As I sit here and watch
The minutes tick by
I wonder to myself why
Why do I believe
All your bullshit lies
You say you care
And want to move on
But make no effort
To do anything good
I'm starting to feel
Like I'm the only one
Who's pulling strings
To make this work
It just seems like
Another sad attempt
For you to feel happy
Through my sadness
But now I'm content
To sit here and wait
With hopes you'll do
What is right
Let me know now
Should I bother to care?
Why waste my time anymore?
You're not coming back
Through that door
Crushed hopes of life
Are all I have left
Because you're too selfish
To see what's best
For the both of us
Not only you
And I am reminded of
All your broken promises
It's a big cycle that
Repeats what never began
The life of happiness
Full of love and more
Yet with faith, I still await
The return of my queen
To her rightful place
Here beside me
Where she belongs
For the end of time
And all things to come
So I'll keep sitting
Watching time go by
With nothing else left
But a tear in my eye
Knowing I was right
All along
I should've gave up
When I showed you wrong
I knew you faked it
The feelings for me
Just to feel accepted
And like you were needed
Well it's over now
Time to move on
I won't take this any longer
Don't write me
Don't call, don't even bother
I could not stand you
Another minute longer
For all you've put me through
I treated you like gold
And you just left me
Sitting out there in the cold
So this is goodbye
To the love I once felt
And painful blows
You often dealt

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