It Controls Me

I can't take this crippled state I'm in
Jealousy, envy, paranoia, all control me
Destroying my inner self with everlasting insanity
Tearing me apart bit by bit
Pain and suffering, endured through it all
Mental devastation, corrupt thoughts of paranormal
Abrupt realization of all hope lost
Perished will, strength now rot
I feel inferior as I confront my demon
They beat me down and I crawl away to hide
Visibly disfigured, in anguish disguised
Psychotic means of degradation
Schizophrenic discomfort through isolation
Fight this hell, I'm going through
I can't bear this any longer
But without any faith, hopeless I remain
As I fight to make it through another day
Overwhelming thoughts to give in at once
Breaking my peace of obscured dreams
Shattered by the reality of a life of torture
Cursed I am, from birth to death
With no chance of escaping this hell

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